The Return
Violet’s enigmatic poet, Verity Josh-Hewitt, returns with a poem about belonging
He came in nameless,
To a place which knew him not,
A place to which he said he would return
One day,
When the rains had soaked him far away
And he'd be drenched with sweat from the walk.
He sat down by the Cenotaph, and
Respectfully, mind,
Cracked open a tin of Rockstar
And supped the nectar purple,
Knowing, next day, he would hirple
About, his legs and thighs so tender,
Limper than jelly, washed up in his bed,
Too painful even to roll off,
With empty fag boxes littered about
And the stench of lager lurching from his lips.
I think the worst is over.
Through the mist that clouds his squinting eyes,
He makes out the familiar outline of a street.
The defaced signs, Times black
On milk-white, scribbled out with graffiti.
The neighbours’ overgrown porch a tangled jungle
Of moss and abandoned pots, lonely toys, rotting wood.
The house
Where generations of his family had lived
Decades measured out in Sunday roasts
And Hancock’s Half Hour.
Powerless, he sits on the step and exhales a fog of fumes.
Why return?
He’ll mull it over, or rather,
Will ponder on anything but. His attention will be grabbed
By the fragments of concrete and grit on his fingertips,
Remnants of the monument’s dust.
A corner-shop might catch his eye and pull him
Like a magnet
From this step he’s made his perch.
But he won’t.
I know it.
Not with his roots so deep,
Strong as a mass of telephone wires.
I think the worst is over